I woke up today feeling crappy like I sometimes do, dwelling on the negative, thinking about my problems and freaking out about the increasing number of neices pouring into our house over the holidays, but standing in my gallery half an hour later watching the sun slowly rising and touching my face with it's warmth ,I realised in the middle of all this birbsong inturrupted quiet.That I was one of the lucky ones, that no matter how disruptive and loud my kids, neices, nephews got at least I had them to love and have them love me. No matter what my situation is at least I'm here, blessed to be where God put me having the experiences I'm having and just living life